Monday, September 18, 2006

im extremely PISSED!! For goodness sake first period got nag already. ARRRG! Well i admit im at fault for looking out and doing some action and laughing to faizah and im not angry because you scolded me for laughing BUT its because you think i didn't study hard for it. I admit that my emath is atrocious but im working on it ok. yesyes you did say must get at most 20 marks lesser for O level papers which is guage from N level paper and i know i didn't meet the target. Im suppose to get 61.5 marks but from what he say i only got 51 marks. The outcome of this is to be on our own after N level and need not come back anymore for extra class. I did work hard for it and do you think i feel good working hard and getting back this kind of result? I put in alot more effort this time round because of those encouraging people around who motivate me. Its sickening and disappointing. It dosen't mean that if im laughing or joking aroung then im not serious and working hard. Don't just see things at the surface cos it dosen't tell much. Anyway I don't think i will be able to make it if i never come for the extra booster. Im gonna find him on wed morning and see if there is any other alternative. I pray that everything will go for the better and he will change his mind. I gonna work extremely hard no matter what happen. I don't balme you or am in any position to be angry because my result just don't deserve it but hope u'll at least give me a chance to prove myself. Some of your words are indeed hurting for sure.

.:sherlyn:. @ 8:41 PM